no words can express...

where to begin.
i haven't really written my feelings about being pregnant this time around.
i'm sure its because i'm busy with the little one i already have.
i did want to take a moment before baby h comes, to share a few of my feelings about this time in my life.

well, today has been a bit emotional. i have physically been much more tired with this pregnancy...and feeling so much pressure (down there). i am very thankful that i am really healthy and my body looks as good as it does with a baby inside! i am getting anxious for him to arrive, but a little nervous for the process in which i have to endure for him to get here.

but really, words can not express the true love and gratitude i feel for having a son. i can't imagine my life of not being a mother. i am honored that my Heavenly Father trusts me enough with His children and hope that i can raise them in a way that He will be pleased!

thankfully, this pregnancy has gone by really fast and i have had plenty to do to keep me occupied...

i am so thankful for my gifts and talents that have let me lead a full and prosperous life. i feel so much more comfortable in my skin this time compared to when i was prego with tessa. and i'm so thankful for that!

now to baby h,

i can't wait for you to come. i can't wait to hold you and kiss you.

i can't wait to for you to meet your daddy and sister.

i can't wait to have countless photo sessions with you!

i can't wait to discover your little personality and what makes you, you....

i already love you so much and know that i'm doing my best to be exactly what you need!

i'll be seein' you soon my little man.

love, your mommy

39 1/2 weeks...3 days to go (well, hypothetically!)